The reality TV star also claimed that she suffered such terrible post-natal depression after the birth of her son Junior, she wanted to end her life: "I was distraught. I seriously thought, ‘Shall I just end it now? Drive into this wall and kill myself?’”
She told the magazine that going to rehab facility The Priory helped her to sort through her problems.
The mum-of-three also admitted she is happy with her short romance and quick marriage to Alex Reid because she feels she won’t be alive for much longer, fearing she might die young in a car crash: “Sometimes I think it might be a Diana moment because of the way the press chase me outside my house and try and run me off the road.”